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Seeds Travels to Tennessee
Faith Seeds Prison Ministry Trip
May 8th – It is travel day. On the ride to the airport,
I am filled with thankfulness and awe at all God has done.
I keep repeating, “God is great and gracious. He is
greatly to be praised.” I thank Him for the influx of
intercessors for this trip, the largest mission we have undertaken
since beginning prison ministry in 2005.
He has been faithful to produce the “battalion”
that He promised me back in December. I recall His words,
“There is a battalion awaiting you. You will not have
to recruit it; it is out there and waiting.” Since the
winter, which has felt like the long winter of my soul, people
have come forward from different places to ask about prison
ministry, come with us on prison ministry Bible Studies, ask
if they could pray for events, and joined our Prayer Force
intercessory team. We have three churches who are praying
for the various events that will occur during this trip, as
well as our growing team of prayer warriors. My spirit lifts
and soars as I sense the intercessors praying and our spirits
being united. It is a wonderful thing.
I know that God is active and working in the prisons. I reflect
on all that has happened since we began this journey in 2005
and the opportunities He has opened up to share the gospel,
to be the gospel through a word of encouragement, a handshake,
a greeting, or through simply listening. I am eager to see
what the Lord has planned for this trip and my prayer is for
a clean spirit, sensitive to His Spirit and its promptings.
But for now, as I wait, I rest in His joy.
May 9th and 10th– We travel to the Tennessee Prison
for Women, Annex and Main Compound, over this Mother’s
Day weekend. It was a great weekend with the women. We worked
with four local volunteers who were a great help over the
two days. One woman asked if she could use our Prayer Seminar
materials in a local men’s prison, to which I immediately
responded yes! This was a divine connection, as the ministry
team has been praying for such doors to open so God’s
word could be shared in other facilities. I was so thankful.
Another volunteer shared that after hearing the Prayer Seminar
on Saturday, she knew it was confirmation as to her role in
the local church as an intercessor. It was a Peter moment,
as I perceived God was acting without partiality; it didn’t
matter if one was a prisoner, volunteer, officer, and passer-by.
He was going to do what He wanted to do! God is marvelous
at what He does and how He does it.
Sunday was Mother’s Day. As we arrived at the Main Compound,
we saw a long line of visitors out the door and waiting to
get to their loved ones. I had thoughts of wondering how many
women would come to the Prayer Seminar, as it was in the middle
of the visiting hours. Such thoughts had to be surrendered
to the Lord as He would determine who would come. Who was
I to want a woman to choose between a visit on Mother’s
Day and attending the event? That had to be left in God’s
hands. We were cleared through and brought to the prison chapel,
a bright room with a wonderful peace in it. A church service
was ending and we were met by a woman who gave us a place
to sit, while they prepared the room for us. Movement was
called and we waited for the women. They began to come. First
a few came, then some more, and more after that. The room
was nearly full as we began. I thought back to my morning
prayer time when I sensed that this room was going to be a
refuge for some women who received no visitors on Mother’s
Day.
We were their company, their visitors, and their sisters.
Over the course of both days there were lots of questions
from the women and a clear desire for more of God. Many women
signed up for the correspondence study on prayer and intercession.
Some women held off on enrolling, as they were due to be released
soon and wanted to wait to see where they would be living.
My prayer is that they would sign up for the study if God
desired it. The volunteers were fantastic, sitting with the
women and as time allowed, praying with them and letting them
know the women were cared for. There was a sweet time of prayer
at the Annex, as women had the chance to engage in a prayer
exercise where they could “stand in the gap” between
two volunteers and pray what had been on their heart for another
person. I watched the women earnestly pray and the agreement
of the volunteers with their prayers.
One woman who attended had some difficulty walking and sat
close to the door. She very quickly began to cry and an alert
volunteer sat right next to her, ministering comfort. This
woman’s son had passed away many years ago, and Mother’s
Day always brought back that memory. Also among the group
were clearly some strong intercessors. They were nodding their
heads in agreement and sharing how they prayed for others
at the facility. At the end of our time together, one woman
asked when we would be back and another woman said she wanted
us to return. My answer to them was the same: we go where
God opens up the door. We were thankful for the opportunity
to be with the women and to share the word and God’s
love for His precious daughters. If He wanted us to return,
He would make a way.
One of the four volunteers asked about using the prayer materials
with a woman she was mentoring and once again, I was so thankful
to God for His multiplication. We divided up the materials
that were left among the volunteers, giving away all that
was left.
May 11th – This was another travel day. I left Nashville
at 9AM and arrived in Charlotte, North Carolina, then connected
to Greensboro. My friend picked me up and she and her husband
graciously opened their home to me during the week. Debbie,
who works for Child Evangelism Fellowship, was ministering
with me during the various prison ministry visits. Our work
together and friendship went back to 2005, when we met in
Massachusetts. Since then, we’ve been to many prisons.
We were both looking forward to the time together. We picked
up our materials for the four prison events and prepared for
a busy day on Tuesday.
May 12th – We are off to Southern Correctional this
morning. This marks my fourth visit to the facility. I had
done two previous discipleship seminars and had attended a
One Day with God Camp. We were starting at 8:30AM and teaching
on God’s Restoration Plan. My heart smiles as we pull
up to the facility and I recognize the officer with the pleasant
disposition and good humor as we check through. The Chaplain
greets us and we go to the meeting room. Upon entering, I
recognize some of the women who are setting up chairs and
getting things ready. It is so good to see them again.
As we go through the teaching and exercises, the Spirit of
healing moves powerfully. Women step forward to engage in
an exercise and as they picture Jesus forming them “fearfully
and wonderfully” the tears begin to flow. I can see
the women understanding and accepting that Jesus loves them
and cares so much about them. They let Jesus love them, hold
them, comfort them. It is so freeing, so tender, so loving.
Years of rejection just break off some women. False labels
just drop off them. They are set free. Later, there is another
exercise as women write down a negative thought or word and
they come forward with their papers and their Bibles. They
let those negative words on the paper fall to the floor and
hold up their Bibles in their right hands, entering into agreement
with what God says about them in His word. As pieces of paper
fall one by one, the power of that quiet sound speaks with
a powerful voice. It is as if each piece of paper, each accusation,
slander, negative thought, and foul word has lost its hold
on these women. As I look up, I see more women being drawn
by the Holy Spirit to come forward. Nearly every woman there
has come to the front! The power in letting things go is remarkable
and we can all feel it. The tears of pain from holding onto
such destructive things turn into tears of joy from surrendering
them. At one point I am so undone, my voice cracks and I am
uncertain about being able to continue. After a long pause,
the women return to their seats and we finish. At the end,
3⁄4 of the women stand up to signify they have received
some type of healing from the day.
Debbie invites the women to enroll their children in Bible
Study and then it is time to say good-bye. As the women file
out, it is hard for me. They are so appreciative of our coming
and being with them. I am so appreciative of them being with
us. We leave and head immediately over to North Piedmont Correctional,
where we have an afternoon seminar on prayer. It turns out
to be a small group and we pull up chairs around a table,
sitting and discussing together the materials. It is a sweet
time that we can have with small groups. Women share their
prayer concerns and we have a productive conversation. Once
we are finished, we drive back and it has been a long, good
day. I am looking forward to some time off tomorrow. During
the course of the day we had received a phone call from the
prison in South Carolina. All the prisons had been closed
to visitors, as a precautionary measure because of the swine
flu. They were not sure if the program on Friday would be
cancelled. We got the word out to the intercessors to begin
storming heaven! If God wanted us to go Friday, He would open
the door up for us and make a way, even when the prison told
us it was doubtful. That night, I woke up quite often. Each
time, I prayed. I knew in my spirit many people were praying.
May 13th – We had today off and I was oddly enough,
restless in my rest. During the day, I struggled because though
I was relaxed and resting, part of me thought I should be
locked away in a room, praying for Friday. Yet I didn’t
feel the burden to do so and whenever Friday came into my
mind, I just gave it to the Lord. By late afternoon, a phone
call had come in and we found out that the ban had been lifted
for Friday. The event was on! I sent an e-mail to let the
Prayer Team know the fruit of their labor.
May 14th – This morning we have a two and a half hour
drive to the Mary Frances Center. This facility looks nothing
like a prison and a lot like a retreat center. We drive up
the beautiful grounds and past a pond where animals are meandering.
Inside, we are greeted and see no gates, no cells. The rooms
are warm and inviting. The facility houses 105 women in total,
and focuses on treatment of alcohol and drug abuse. I am impressed
by the high attendance: 84 women are there for the seminar
called, You are God’s Yes. The Director, Social Worker,
Chaplain, and other staff are also present. The women grasp
hold of the Scriptures that speak to their true identity in
Christ. They share some of the promises of the Lord that have
been given to them over time. As we go through various verses
from the Bible, we ask the Holy Spirit to speak to the women.
It is a great time. The women are excited to state their agreement
with God about whom they really are and how God truly feels
about them.
We are then taken for a tour of the facility and I am amazed
by the artwork of the women. The drawings, painted masks and
images speak volumes. The Director invites us back to her
office and we spend nearly an hour talking. She shares her
heart about the vision God has given her for the facility
and asks if we will pray for a chapel to be built. I tell
her we will be happy to do that.
May 15th – It is exciting to know that we have the chance
to go to Columbia, South Carolina today. It is a three hour
drive to Camille Griffin Graham Correctional, and it is along
the Broad River complex of correctional facilities. We are
helped by the Assistance Warden, who makes sure we have everything
and later stops in for some of the Prayer Seminar. The women
arrive and we begin the program. I can see many are hungry
for more of the word. Many women are taking lots of notes
and asking questions. At some point it feels like we are having
church service. We sing songs, clap our hands and just have
a great time. The women are smiling and one shared that the
teaching confirmed everything that they learned in a morning
Bible Study! I love it when God does that for people! We are
told that many women have been praying for a chapel to be
built there and I take note.
By the time the last women leave, I am tired. I marvel at
how many times this week I’ve led the women in singing
– and I can’t hold a note! Yet it felt acceptable
to do so, and I pray, pleasing to God. The prayers, the looks,
the thank you, all speak to my heart.
I realize how much is ahead as I return home with 150 requests
for the correspondence Bible Study and 170 prayer requests.
God has been faithful to answer many prayers on this trip.
The joy in my heart is full. Each time I visit prison, it
is a gift God gives to me. I am thrilled to share it with
the growing “battalion” rising up to join hands,
hearts, and prayers for the captives – that they may
be set free and kept free in the great name of Jesus Christ,
our Victorious Lord!
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